I WONDER - The very first song I've ever written

I wonder

Will I find a place for me

I wonder

If it’s where I’m meant to be

I want to

Know more before I change

You ask me

If I’d leave your love behind

Believing

That I’d never be the same

So watch me

While I live another life

Without all

Your lies to hold me back

Much stronger

Off your strings, I can’t compare

How I feel way brand new

Without love I will feel hope

I’ll go now, so watch me

Destroy our memories

I wonder

Will my life then be complete

Right after

I prove you don’t own me

Though that was

Your beliefs and all your prayers

Your hope now

Has destroyed you beyond repair

I’ll never

Say your name out loud again

Whoever

You become after the end

I won’t care for your heart

For mine was all torn apart

Now trust me, you can’t see

All you did was to deceive me

I’ll be strong, I feel young

This fake love will not reach me

I know that you can feel it

So watch me

While I lead another life

Without all your lies to hold me back

Much stronger

Off your strings, I can’t compare

How I feel way brand new

Without love, I will feel hope

I’ll go now

So watch me

Destroy our memories

I wonder

Why I went through all of that

Can I now be my self before we met?

So now what

With a heart left to repair

I’m all alone, all of life’s gone

No matter, I’ll go after

All the dreams you were killing

I know I will forget you

Now I know I am living

I’ll go now

So watch me

Destroy our memories

I’ve always

Meant to tell you all these words

Now I wonder

Will I be just brave enough?